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Celina Qu

your straight lines comings-of-age marriage proposals & lost teeth pulls 

a chain taut across a foreshortened future & this pile of candy that weighs my body scatters 

to the edges of tables upon which i place my 9-to-5 trapped in your hourglass

with sand that blows across the ravine i stare down at only nineteen where i live in 

the cusp the curtains the jagged hills the final lines a chronic progressive terminal

relapsing stages periods phases which is a word i've never escaped like i did my 

double-life adolescence spent wandering wondering where i was 

                  before i opened this door or charted the alleys of this city & just saying before places me in 

the middle of a sentence that strings life as partitions as checklists i must tick & not

cusp the curtains the jagged hills the final lines i return to paralyzed waiting for the day i 

drift crawl backtrack plummet fall tumble or when i’ll dot my i's cross my t's & run 

out of ands & ampersands watch my final full stop slip through the sand

 

Celina Qu is a first-year in Pierson College from Vancouver, Canada. Lately, she's been shoegazing on the banks of rivers, whispering Kate Bush lyrics on the train, and repairing lost watches.

ABOUT THE ART | Spit Out by Sonya Sagan-Dworsky, 2025. Sonya Sagan-Dworsky is a student at Yale University.

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